The Lantern
My father at the
top of the hill, a lantern
in his hand, a beacon.
GloPoWriMo Day 10
Alone in my den
I sleep.
When I wake up,
the world will be new again.
My dreams are those
of summer and solitude.
That’s why I have never been able
to believe
in winter.
The continual darkness,
the winds and the cold,
those must be
somebody else’s nightmare.
South is a place on the map,
a promised land,
a dream.
North is in the past.
There’s no use dwelling
on memories,
no matter how bittersweet
they are.
Home
is a pair of strong wings,
right here,
right now.
She is the mistress
of understatement.
Maybe it was in a poetry workshop,
she is not sure,
but she remembers clearly
the lesson.
Though it is not easy,
you have to kill them:
the vague adverbs,
the boring descriptions,
the passives,
every single word
that doesn't tell the story.
And what did you think I meant?
GloPoWriMo Day 9
My shadow mocks me behind my back.
She thinks I don’t know.
She isn’t at all like me.
She puts on weight to spite me
and eats whatever she wants.
She forgets names
and makes too many promises.
She isn’t at all like me.
She goes into dark rooms,
drags her elbows through cobwebs,
her knees are always scratched.
She is not at all like me.
I am ladylike. She is not.
She speaks loudly and too much.
And she sings out of tune.
She is not at all like me.
At night, I find her in dark rooms, sitting
all by herself.
She is a loner.
An eccentric.
And a nerd.
She is not at all like me.
And she mocks me behind my back.
She thinks I don’t know.
NaPoWriMo Day 8
Carrot stick, celery, parsnip, leek,
onion, rosemary, basil and garlic.
Simmering, bubbling, humming sound.
Fragrant, spicy, earthy, browned.
Hearty, savoury, tangy, zesty.
Scalding, steamy, smooth and silky.
Welcome, welcome.
Grab a spoon.
Have some more.
Come again soon.
GloPoWriMo Day 7
I have time management issues.
In other words, I am always late.
Even God has noticed.
In fact, He has been worried about it.
In my dream last night God spoke to me again.
Don’t be late, he told me.
Don’t be late like Ilija.
I wonder who Ilija is.
Is it Elijah from the Bible?
Or did he mean Ilija, our old neighbour.
I don’t remember him being late.
Though once he got drunk on my mother’s brandy.
But only because he thought it was wine.
I have never been truly drunk.
So, it can’t be that.
Maybe it is someone else completely.
It’s quite a common name over here.
Whoever he is, he has a problem with time management,
and so do I.
I tend to daydream,
I tend to linger and hesitate,
and there is no time for such activities
in this day and age.
For example, here.
I have been sitting here for a while.
I have been staring into the void.
I have been waiting, patiently, for something to shift,
for the air to thicken,
so that I can finish this poem
and go to bed on time
at least once.
I hate notebooks.
The way they look at me accusingly
from across the room.
I hate little scraps of blank paper.
They seem to pop up wherever I go.
I hate book margins and paper napkins,
pencils and ball-point pens,
word documents and phone diaries.
They all seem to judge me.
They all seem to expect something from me
whenever I walk by.
All night, it rained, and in the morning,
from our vantage point on the hill we saw
the maps had been re-written while we slept.
There was an angry delta where the bridge had been and
our road home had turned to water.