A Piano Concert
I dreamt of my friend again last night.
In my dream, she was playing Bach,
Wearing a white dress, black shoes
and a large blue ribbon in her hair.
In my dream she was 12 again.
In my dream she played flawlessly,
as she always had.
This time around, I don’t let her skill distract me.
This time around, I know better.
So I watch her face and realise,
with my adult brain,
that she is terrified.
She is biting her lip, nervously.
Her body is rigid on that chair.
And then, here it is.
A tiny mistake.
She stops, briefly, takes a sharp breath,
then quickly continues, beautifully,
like a true pro.
But it is too late now.
I see her father get up from his chair.
and our piano teacher sees him too.
She steps in and tries
to position her pregnant body
between my friend and the audience.
Her arms are spread and with her hands
she is trying to hold the room steady
as it starts to move and shake.
And in my dream, I wonder what she knows
as my friend continues playing
faster and faster,
And suddenly we are on a merry-go-round
as the room starts spinning,
and everything becomes a blur.
So sad. Beautiful description of the pregnant teacher trying to keep the room steady.
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